How to be a virgin again?

You can get a hymen restoration surgery.. But it's extremely dishonest for you to fool your husband and would be a poor start to relationship. You want to marry someone who is your best friend and can both accept and understand your situation. Just tell any potential husband that you are not a virgin, explain the situation and your regrets.. If that person leaves you, it's good you didn't marry them anyway! You need to communicate and be honest in a healthy marriage.